September 30, 2013

adelle, do you remember when we found that we could do certain things?

i remember it like it was yesterday!

frisson of anxiety.

frisson of  freedom.  elation.

and then more than a thunder of excitement!  to not be discovered!  a flaneur of a sort.

September 28, 2013

after that night, I knew that they would be no problem.  we were free.

we could do what we want.  i will disappear again.

i remember liking this face.  i wanted to keep it longer.

September 26, 2013

maybe they are throwing us to the wolves.

there is some freedom in that.  if we survive.

in those first days, we were able to see each other more.

let's go for a dance and a drink at a place i saw down the road.

September 25, 2013

September 23, 2013

there will be no more violence.  there is no cause for violence.  

we don't seem to have a cause anymore.  do we?

there was a target hanging in my room when i checked in.

i burned a hole in the bullseye with my cigarette. 

we have no need for guns here.  in some ways, we are above of it all.

September 22, 2013


do you remember

our last kiss?

there are surprises on this side.  different from the surprises on the other side.