July 26, 2015

her father not only doesn't have the fortune maria said he had, he's indigent.
he's lived in various shelters the past two years.

maria must have had some reason for this fabrication.
maybe she had a need to test me.

if i am not being tested, maybe she  felt she was insufficient
unless she created an allure of some kind.

 i have regrets still, but a very long time back i made up a complicated lie
to "win" a woman.  i convinced her i was very ill.
i don't even know where the idea came from.
what was i thinking?  her father was a doctor which i was aware of,
and my lie eventually involved him as well.  it's a long story.
maria claiming her father has a fortune pales in contrast.